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I lied. I'm back - who was I kidding???
*sigh* Anyway....worked till 12:45am tonight, supposed to be 12:30am, but it was so busy and insane and we just BARELY got everything ready for the morning people...oy! It's not often I break a sweat at work...but man, tonight was nutso! So tomorrow at 7pm, I have this thing called an exam. I'm starting to freak out here. I'm only SLIGHTLY stressed too. Ack. I should really be off to bed soon....at least that way I can get in some solid studying tomorrow morning/afternoon. I think my head is going to explode...and it's empty. There's nothing in there. Nadda. Zip. Squat. ARGH! I don't know where it all went - I mean, it's not like I've been studying 24/7, but enough dammit!! Oy. Such a waste of time. I guess I should've paid (more) attention in class and reviewed my notes the next day (I guess that's not always an easy thing though when you go out drinking after every class and then usually deal with hangovers of different sizes the following day....hehe...). Every semester I tell myself that's what I would do: just review and study throughout the semester! It will make the final exam MUCH easier...But noooo, did I do that??? EVER?!??! No. I rarely opened up my books at home - unless of course there was an assignment or essay to write. Then, when midterms and finals come....I leave all the studying to the last minute. WHY I always do this....I DON'T KNOW!!!! *SIGH* At least this torture will be over soon. I can't have regrets - that's a promise I've made to myself: live with no regrets. I make my own choices...so if I'm not happy with something, I've got nobody to blame but myself. And I can't just keep wishing I'd done something differently...that's just a waste of my time. Okay, it's after 2am, I was going to study some more but it's pointless. I might as well get a good night's sleep and do some cramming tomorrow....blech. I'm just sooooooo happy that I'll have an awesome end to my day....everyone at Mosquito Creek better watch out for Michelle and I !!!! ;) hehe. We have some celebrating to do!!!! ck
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2:08 a.m. || 2004-04-19 |